Weighing Heavily

I awoke this morning

breathless and torn

what will I do

endless task await my attention

yet I lay here in a puddle of nothingness

a tsunami of change

has ravished us all

and in a single moment

my life had no meaning

and yet I still feel so far away from redemption

I know I don't speak much from the heart

but things have been weighing heavily…

on my mind

I know I don't speak much

about what's going on

in our world, in our time

but its really gotten loud outside

and now perhaps we are all in a

state of eleutheromania

ignoring the consequences of our demise

others seeking retribution

from an institution of incestuous lies

these things and more

weigh heavily on my mind

5/19/2021